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Trish  

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To My Little Firecracker on the 4th of July

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 1:45 PM
When you break up with your boyfriend, it feels like your whole world has just been smashed to pieces. To you, he was your whole world, your everything… the only thing u cared about, the only thing you loved. You tell yourself that it’ll be alright and that there are other fish in the sea, but in your heart you know that you could never love someone as much as you loved him. Well I was wrong. I’ve probably never been so happy to be mistaken either. Andrew doesn’t care about any of my flaws, he loves me for who I am, and that’s something that I’ve searched for my entire life. Andrew’s the person I’ve been looking for, he’s my everything, and I think he’s perfect in every imaginable way. I know I ask a lot of him, but he never complains or even asks for anything in return. I could not ask for a better boyfriend. I hope he knows how grateful I am to have him in my life and I want him to know that I would do anything for him. I know he’s always there for me when I need him. I hope he knows he can always ask me any favors or requests and know that I’ll do whatever he pleases without question. I would do anything for you Andrew. It’s because of you that I can smile once again. You mean the world to me Andrew, don’t ever forget that, and I never stop thinking about you, from the moment I wake up, to the moment I go to sleep, your always on my mind, not to mention all the dreams I have about you holding me in your arms. You truly complete me and I’m so grateful to have someone as caring and as full of love as you are. I’ve learned that in life u have to try every day to let the people you care about know they are loved, because you never know when they might leave your life. I hope it never comes to that Andrew, but if it does I want you to always know that I will forever love you and I will always be yours and yours alone. I will never stop loving you and I hope that u can love me just the same, not less, and not more :giggle: You make me feel like I’m unstoppable, like I’m flying and nothing can bring me down. You’ve helped this fallen angel, who was so unwanted and neglected to find her wings again and have allowed me to soar. It’s because of you that I have something to look forward to each and every day, even if it is just talking to you in the chats, or hearing your voice, it means so much to me. I know that every morning when I wake your anxiously waiting to talk with me. It makes me feel wanted, like I have a purpose in life. For all the gifts you have given me, there is no reward I could give to make up for all you have done for me. From the depths of my soul, I owe my all to you. I love you more than you could possible imagine.

Forever yours,
Trish

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: My parents lecturing me
  • Reading: my rp's from before
  • Watching: nothing, i'm not allowed to *sigh*
  • Playing: with my cat
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

Devious Information

  • Current Residence: CA, heck yeah
  • Interests: Anime, yaoi, drawing, cosplaying, drawing yaoi, youtubing( wow that last one was corny, oh well)
  • Favourite movie: I love horror films, yeah i know i'm a wierd girl, action movies, current fav. is Bourne Ultim
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic! At the Disco, Mindless Self Indulgence, AFI, anime music/japenese music, any rock
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Rock, hip hop, heavy metal rock, some techno
  • Favourite artist: ME
  • Favourite poet or writer: probably me, yeah, definetly me hehe
  • Favourite photographer: ME
  • Favourite style of art: anything as long as its good
  • MP3 player of choice: zen, but i'm stuck with a stupid ipod-_-
  • Wallpaper of choice: KH2 or anything anime
  • Favourite game: FF games, RPG's, shooters, etc
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PS3, Nintendo 64,Gamecube, XBOX 360, XBOX( yeah, i'm a gamer freak)
  • Favourite cartoon character: well, fav anime character is duuh, GAARA, anyone from yaoi or naruto, death note, FF, etc
  • Personal Quote: Everything will be alright in the end, if it isn't alright, then it isn't the end.

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~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: Jun 25, 2008, 6:00:48 PM
yaoihighskool2 is the chatroom name, or u can come into my room Ultimatefamily mello :eyes: i have chocolate waiting for u :giggle:

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~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: Jun 25, 2008, 5:59:37 PM
omfg, are u still blocked? ^^; i know this is super late

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~herozero282:iconherozero282: Jun 20, 2008, 10:36:54 AM
cheers for the fav =]
=Toast2023:iconToast2023: Jun 18, 2008, 12:09:34 PM
thanks for the faves ^^ awesome gallery by the way :)

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~oOJuIcE-bxOo:iconoOJuIcE-bxOo: Jun 16, 2008, 3:26:13 PM
you should , like, watch me, and stuff
-koff-
> . >

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~AncestrialGem:iconAncestrialGem: Jun 16, 2008, 12:06:41 PM
Thns for addin' me :D *GLOMP*

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~Sir-Simba:iconSir-Simba: Jun 11, 2008, 9:36:26 AM
Thanks for the fav ^^
~sardion87:iconsardion87: Jun 11, 2008, 9:11:49 AM
Pepe says "wuff!" for the fav :D

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~TheMuffalow:iconTheMuffalow: Jun 11, 2008, 8:21:25 AM
Thanks for the fav! :)

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~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: Jun 11, 2008, 8:08:59 AM
yep :nod: your welcome

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"Everything will be alright in the end, if it isn't alright, then it isn't the end."
~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: Jun 11, 2008, 8:08:46 AM
np ^^

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~Skyblufox:iconSkyblufox: Jun 6, 2008, 3:37:20 PM
Weighted Companion Cube says Hi

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~knuxchao:iconknuxchao: Jun 4, 2008, 7:02:03 AM
My name iz tamel.:)
~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: Jun 3, 2008, 3:19:22 PM
hi... umm who r u?

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~DeadDollsHauntMe:iconDeadDollsHauntMe: May 30, 2008, 5:32:08 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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~bettinaminamino:iconbettinaminamino: May 29, 2008, 5:39:02 AM
thanks for the fav ;D

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~RedRose011:iconRedRose011: May 28, 2008, 4:24:02 PM
um yeah i kinda forgot the chat room name.....me sorry my matt
~ArtificialSkies:iconArtificialSkies: May 28, 2008, 12:18:12 AM
Thanx for the fave! ^^

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!HaveNoFearAndyIsHere:iconHaveNoFearAndyIsHere: May 23, 2008, 12:28:23 PM
Im blocked from YaoiHighSchool. Since I Got Blocked,Whoever Blocked Me Forget To UnBlock me.
~MinuitRoxas:iconMinuitRoxas: May 16, 2008, 3:57:05 PM
im asking linday when she want me top come over tommorow to see when you guys can eather come to my house or me going to jess's
~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: May 16, 2008, 3:26:02 PM
XD

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"Everything will be alright in the end, if it isn't alright, then it isn't the end."
~ultimateyaoilover:iconultimateyaoilover: May 15, 2008, 3:17:47 PM
np ^^

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"Everything will be alright in the end, if it isn't alright, then it isn't the end."